some times.. i really wish i had a best friend.. some one that i can talk my heart out with.... sure i've been less emo post-snsd... but life can never be perfect... problems will still occur... I've always had problems finding people that I trust to poor out my feelings whole heartedly.. bottling up has made me hot-tempered at times...

Fate?

What are the odds of you going to a foreign country for a holiday.... and the girl of your dreams so happens to ALSO go to the same country which is also foreign to her for a holiday on the exact same time? I never thought it was possible but it happened.... I didn't manage to see her but the fact that we both unintentionally went to the same place for a holiday at the same time means something right?

Do you believe in fate?

I'll try blog about Hong Kong some time soon... but just like what happened for Kpop Night, I doubt I'll actually take time to write out a long detailed post about my trip.... I'm just too lazy.. I'll wait for the pictures and we'll see whether I have the mood then.

A new year...

So another year has passed... seems like I've stopped blogging much since I've started twitter + tumblr... Just can't find the mood to actually type out long paragraphs. 140 words is just so much easier and much less of a hassle to do.

Here's a quick round-up of 2010. I wont be doing specific events or stuff.. Just a brief summary.

2010 passed like in just a blink of an eye. I spent the whole year.. doing nothing I guess... There were moments when I feel the world isn't a nice to be in and kinda have thoughts on whether life is worth living. Thankfully I have supportive friends and family that were always there for me.

2010 was the year where I really got into Kpop. My whole life now is dominated by not just SNSD alone but Koreans as a whole. Dramas, music, variety shows, food... Spending a lot of money and time because of this but I wouldn't say I'm regretting it. Kpop has somehow changed me a lot. I'm not as emo as I used to be. I'm a happier person now and I tend to look at the brighter side of things. I may still be a bit short-tempered at times but I do realize that and it's something I need to change.

2010 was when my luck was really terrible. If you backtrack to one of my first posts of the year, there's a post of me talking about my terrible luck. It was a year that made me realized that luck is a major factor in life and ignoring it is not an option. Things were terrible all year round and yes, there were a few good moments but nevertheless it's been one of my worst years ever.

2010 was the year that I made the most Singaporeans friends compared to the past few years that I've been in Singapore. I can count the number of Singaporen friends that I've made during my course of study in NUS with only 1 hand. That number expanded amazingly quick after I went for my first SONE meet up with the 138 gang. I now know people from all corners of the island and it feels good to expand my list of contacts. Another good thing that Kpop brought into my life I guess.

All in all, I survived the year but it's more of a shameful year for me. The year that I saved when I skipped from standard 3 to standard 5 was just wasted in 2010. I'm determined thought to not waste another year.

In 2011, I need to find a job.... like fast. I'm praying right after Chinese New Year. I'm also looking into the option of coming back to Malaysia, I'll going to just set a date and if I don't get a job by that date I'll start sending resumes to Malaysian companies.

I'm looking forward to what the year may bring. Good or bad, I'm still gonna live it with smiles. An important thing that I've learned from 9 girls is to keep going on despite the troubles that appear . Obstacles are not there to stop you but only to slow you down from getting where you want to be. I'm just going to take my time and enjoy this road called life.

Its late but Happy New Year! =)