The End

I'm coming to the end of my journey here in NUS. Exactly 2 more weeks and I'm done with the terrible shits of exams, assignments and CAs.

Studying the past few days was pretty productive. I stopped Dotaing for 5 days straight now and it really frees up a lot of time. Of course I'm still watching my shows and hang around in Facebook but removing dota from my life resulted in lots of free time. Then again, I'm not gonna do very well for my 2 modules.

I know I did lots of mistakes in today's Korean test and I'm really nervous about the skit and oral tomorrow. I never liked oral, I've always had trouble with oral tests even if it's English. Thinking about oral reminds me of 1 of my oral tests way back in secondary or primary school, can't really remember when. It was a Malay oral test and I was pretty damn nervous. The moment I sat down in front of my teacher, I saw the word "FAIL" right in front of me. After looking properly, it was actually a file and file is spelt as "fail" in Malay. LoL, bad sign.

I'll be done with Korean the moment the oral test is over tomorrow. Then I'll be left with Macroeconomics. Damn Macro is a stupid module... It started out ok but then it starts getting confusing towards the end. I haven't touched the last few lectures of the module but I have a little less than 2 weeks to focus solely on Macro. Hopefully I'll get enough to pass the module. Even a D would be enough, just don't screw me and get me an F.

안녕......

소녀, 사랑을 만나다 - K.Will with 소녀시대 티파니

I just love this song... I felt our dear Tiffany did a much better job here compared to her own single "By Myself". It felt as though she was trying to hard in By Myself but in this song she's just beautiful. K. Will's dreamy vocals helped a lot too though =p

Just finished my last Korean tutorial class yesterday and I felt terrible after class. The moment 박지영(I think it's spelt this way =p) 선생님 told us that it was the final tutorial class with her and thank us for the fun she had through the semester, a rush of sadness and regret came to me. It's really sad for it to end so quickly. Korean tutorials were probably the only tutorials where I enjoyed myself in NUS. I love our 선생님 and the other students in the class. It was a short time and if you think about it we've never really done much but you can't deny that there's a certain bond created from the little interactions we had in class.

I regret not being able to get closer to my classmates. I'm kind of an introvert and it takes time for me to get comfortable in conversing with new people. Obviously I took too long to get comfortable and before I knew it, the semester is ending. We'll all be meeting 1 more time for the final skit and oral presentation next week though, I hope we have time to exchange contacts then. Will really love to keep in touch with some of them.

I'll really miss 박지영 선생님. She's been a wonderful and patient tutor. As I was saying goodbye to her she told me "Sorry for making fun of you all the time, it's been real fun in class" in Korean and that really mad me sad and sorry. I felt sorry that I've been a tad bit lazy in memorizing my vocab and it's sad that I won't be able to see her in level 2 Korean next year because it's my final year. Sigh.. 박지영 선생님이 사랑해요. 보고 싶어요.

Engineer? hmm..........

내 머리가 나빠서

내 머리가 나빠서 - SS501

We were on a bus on the way to somewhere. We were sitting side by side having a conversation. In the middle of our conversation you lifted my hand over your shoulders and put it onto your head as if asking me to pat you. I figured it was what you wanted so I continue talking with my hand slowly patting your head. Then you leaned forward without a warning and before I could react, I felt your soft lips touching mine. I didn't pull away because deep inside this was what I've always been wishing for.

For years I've been yearning to be the one beside you, to be the one holding you, to be the one kissing you, to be the one loving you. I've endured many heartaches after heartaches seeing you in relationships with other guys but yet my hurting heart chose not to let go. I've already given up hope of being your "one" and chose to be with you as a friend. "As long as she's happy" was all that's in my mind. Kissing you has never crossed my mind in a long time but it is now happening when I'm least expecting it.

I came to my senses after god knows how long and pulled away with a worried look. I really thought it was some kind of sick joke you decided to play on me and was expecting you to burst out in laughter but you never laughed. You did nothing but look into my eyes and then I realized you weren't joking. You then close your eyes and leaned forward again... I followed your actions and soon our lips touch again.. but this time everything disappeared the moment our lips connected.

I open my eyes only to see the blank white ceiling of my room. It was a sick joke after all...

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Ok don't think much, those few of you that are reading my blog will probably be thinking too much and start coming up with possible names... Just don't.. I just thought I needed to write this down somewhere and I guess this is what blogs are really for: writing down what's in your mind... So I don't want you guys to get any weird ideas. =)

P.S. Nice one Liverpool, now we're gonna get laughed at by every single BPL club supporters.

승리!!!

What's with Man United not being able to beat Liverpool lately? It's 3 consecutive loses now and Vidic.. LOL at Vidic... losing to a same team 3 times in a row isn't really bad considering the team is a good one but losing AND getting sent of 3 times in a row is totally shingz man.. (Refer to Ris Low for the definition of Shingz.. and to those who don't know who is Ris Low.. where the hell have you been for the past year? Mars?)

Yeah, it was a satisfying win. Liverpool played well as a team. Even Lucasthenoobshit played a quite okay game. If they played half as well as they did against MU, I doubt they would lost the 4 matches in a row. Let's just hope they keep playing like that and just maybe we will win something this season.

Have been looking around the web for job listings lately... One thing very different about Singapore and Malaysia is that people here apply for jobs like VERY early before they graduate. Most of them barely through the 1st semester of their final year have already applied for jobs which means there's more than half a year gap till graduation. In Malaysia, people normally start applying AFTER they graduate... So here I am now, 2 more months till it's all over but without a job application. Tons of people have asked on companies I've applied.. Embarrassingly, I couldn't reply them cause I haven't really start applying. Will start sending in some applications soon though.. need to polish the CV a bit and find suitable openings...

Anybody hiring a slacker? let me know! =D

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It's weird that I'm dreaming of you for the past few days now... I can't recall what happens in my dreams but I'm pretty sure you're in it...

2ne1 - I Don't Care

Wah it's been a bad week... Liverpool losing to an inflated beach ball... Us losing a "sure win" competition to 1 ward.... and most importantly, losing my dear mousepad after the competition...

Im not going to even talk about football.. The way Liverpool has been playing, they deserve the lost with or without the beach ball... Nerds

Ahh.. the competition.. Just 2 weeks ago, our dear Stykish came and ask us to join Autumnflux. According to him it's a SURE WIN competition because the amateur category only allows a team consisting of players which adds up to a certain average point. In addition, the prize money is only SGD200 so technically there won't be any pros in the competition... or so we thought.. Formed a last minute team taking a relatively weak player to play as our last...

So on Sunday morning we went in hopes of winning something.. lol.. we ended up losing the first game. Our "sure win" became a first round out.. I had no regrets on the way I played though, in fact I'm pretty happy on the way I played. Our bottom lane was pretty much a 1 sided lane. The problem really lies in the top lane... our "weak" last apparently did not heed our advice to learn how to ward and failed to block the opponents neutral spawn which eventually led to the downfall of their lane and add on some really stupid item choices and movements by him, we ended up losing a game that we thought we would win.

Now losing the competition because of 1 player wasn't really bad. At least I didn't have that "I played like shit and dragged the team down" feeling like I did during IFG. The worst thing was I left my beloved mousepad over at the lanshop. Freaking dumb lor... It's not some cheap RM5 mousepad lor. It's a Steel Series QcK+ which would easily cost about SGD20-30. I've been using it for 3 years and suddenly it's gone... The feeling of playing without it is just so different... damn not used to it.. sigh..

I think I need some one to control me on my daily activities... I'm slacking so much now that I feel really guilty at times. The thing is, I still refuse to do my work eventhough I know I should. I'm not going to do well this sem eventhough I'm only taking 2 modules. I won't fail (or will I?) but I surely wont be getting anything close to an A. I would be really happy with 2 C's because I'm really not putting any effort in it. A little over a month more till the end of everything.. Hopefully I'll start focusing before it's too late...

btw, <3 Sandara Park from 2ne1.. so cute =p

커피 프린스 1호점

Ahh, it's a good day to wake up early. Ate KFC breakfast which IMO is much better than McD's breakfasts.

Had a good chat with 2 friends that I haven't been talking to for quite sometime. Ok, it hasn't been very long since the last time I talked to 1 of them but she used to complain to me about everything all the time so 1 week without any complains from her feels like a long time lol. I guess no complains is a good thing for her though, hope everything goes smoothly for her.

The other guy is a friend from the same year as me. Had a short chat and I got to know that travelling to Korea isn't really as expensive as I thought it would be. He spent 10 days in Seoul few months back for less than 1.2K SGD including of air tickets and accommodations which to me is really worth it. Heck I spent nearly RM2k just for a week in Kota Kinabalu. Now I'm really interested in going to Korea but I'm not really a solo backpacker kind of person. So anyone wants to tag along? =)

Oh and I'm currently really stuck on Coffee Prince. It's really a fun drama to watch. It's starts off a bit shaky and lame but as the show progresses, the chemistry between Eun Chan and Han Kyul makes the show really likeable. I can see why the ratings for the show are so high in Korea, how can you not fall in love with a show with cast that has such great chemistry together? Definitely a must watch drama if you're a K-drama lover!